Balance

I didn’t set out to post every day this month, it’s just kind of happened like that so far. And it’s actually a bit easier to keep up with me because I’m not forcing myself to do it. If I don’t, so what, there’s another month.

But it’s nice to at least be writing again on a somewhat regular basis.  Even if my life is a bit mundane and boring.  How do people find stuff to write about everyday?

Because what I did today is basically what I told you I was going to do yesterday.  I slept until about 10am or so, got up and took care of a few household duties, spent a leisurely amount of time getting ready, then went to see The Watchmen.  After that, it was dinner at Sticky Fingers then dessert at Cold Stone Creamery, where I tried some of their rather delicious, but insanely rich, marshmallow ice cream, which pretty much had the taste and consistency of frozen fluff.

So overall, we did the same thing tonight that we did yesterday night with the exception of the movie.  And the fact that between the popcorn, dinner and the ice cream, I feel like I ate my way through the afternoon and evening.

I haven’t been able to focus much lately because I’ve been a bit exhausted.  Adapting to the new schedule is tiresome and the Daylight Savings Time rollover tonight probably isn’t going to help much.  I am just all about being lazy these days and truthfully, would’ve like to stay in bed until noon today.  Unfortunately, I was wide awake around 10am and had we not had plans, I would’ve been super-motivated to actually get shit done.

I love going out and having friends and a social life but some days, knowing that I have to stop what I’m doing to get ready to go out and then go out makes me so unmotivated to actually start a task or household chores, mainly because I don’t like leaving things unfinished.

So my house is a wreck, we are in desperate need of a major grocery run, I’ve got phone calls and appointments and plans that need to be made and all I want to do tomorrow is lay in bed with the windows open and the breeze blowing in, surfing the Net, watching crap TV and reading.  What will probably happen is that I’ll be wide awake, will sit in the living room doing the same thing for the better part of the day until it’s time to get ready to go to trivia.  I’ll have thought about everything that needed to be done but never actually started.

Last time I checked, thinking didn’t stock the cabinets.

One of these days I’ll work out some sort of balance where there’s no guilt about my messy house awaiting me while I’m out eating delicious food and having some laughs with friends.

I’ll just have to teach the maid to be as meticulous as I am.

For now, I’m just going to go cuddle up with my puppy dawg, who has been at home by himself for the past seven hours patiently waiting by the window for us and is now snuggled onto my chest and begging for attention.  Babies may make my ovaries dance, but my Sammy just makes my heart melt!


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